Untitled. and Unfinished.

Non-confrontational...
So I'll avoid problems, with you, at all cost.
Never saying how I truly feel...
So all those bottled-up emotions get lost.
Trapped and aimlessly wandering the sea.
But believe it or not,
this wasn't always me.

So, Where did I go astray?
Where exactly did I go wrong?
I suppose it was with the first verse of that damned love song.

I wanted to be her...
the mystery person you write about.
The one who inspires you to love...
But I'm not... can't be.
Cause it appears as if I'm in a Love Drought.
Searching for love is like staring at the sun.
Not such a good idea...
and not really a lot of fun...
But I still thought,
although not upon first glance,
that you could potentially be the "one".

How foolish of me,
to get so caught up in the idea of love.
Thinking it was right,
but love is gentle so it would never push or shove,
it would never lead me into temptation,
or guide me down the wrong path.
It would catch my tears,
and crush my fears.
So it doesn't add up at all...
Believe me, I've done all the math.

I started to change my ways,
so you'd better accept me,
but I really don't think you see...
that within my personality lies pure beauty.
Beauty that you could find,
if only you tried to look.
Never judge a novel by it's cover...
sometimes you must actually read the whole book.
To obtain the insight,
and knowledge that it holds.
So instead of turning your back...
Why not try to get further acquainted with MY story?
If you're really that bold...
stop being so cold...
and just embrace everything that you've just been told.

-Nigia M. Mew
aka
A LuvliiYPosh Orig.