Not sure where this road is taking me....
because I feel like its going absolutely nowhere....
Just a long dirt road...
up a steep winding hill.
I can't see the top....
and I'm tired of walking.
My faith tells me something awaits at the top.
But...
I don't ever see myself getting there.
Confused as to whether I should go back where I started...
and begin again...
I stop moving forward to take a look behind.
But there's nothing there.
All I see is a long dirt road.
I can't even see the starting point anymore.
So....
I tell myself...
you've come this far...
just keep on a-trucking...
but I'm fatigued and dehydrated.
The sun is beaming down on me...
and I feel like I can't go on.
Mentally... I'm ready.
Physically... I'm not.
so what do I do when my physical and mental conflict?
Mind over matter!...
A voice tells me...
"You can do anything that you WANT to do...
you just have to want it and fight for it.
Anything worth having takes a struggle to get it."
So... I'm saying...
At the end of this road...
there has to be something amazingly awesome.
because this right here....
is not even a struggle...
its a plethora of struggles combined to make a MONSTER STRUGGLE.

But as I stop and look at my feet...
The ground that I'm standing on is turning into quicksand.
Another obstacle thrown in my life...
I take it as God's way of telling me....
to keep it moving.
So.... that's what I'll do.
because I know....

1Co 10:13 There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able, but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.