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I put my head to his chest...
and I can feel his heart beat.
I put my lips to his forehead,
and the cool sensation soothes me.
Wrapped in his arms...
reality dissipates.
For an eternity,
in these moments I could stay.

But I don't love him, though.

Our conversations can go on for hours..
we can talk about anything.
From music, cars, clothes, religion, politics...
who knows where our minds will go...
I just sit back and enjoy every moment of the ride
and enjoy the essence of him which takes me high...

But, I don't love him, though.

I am more comfortable around him,
than I have been in quite some time.
And when I look at the distance we've come...
I see nothing behind me but endless miles.
I know not what the future holds,
and now I just don't care.
I've found a friend in him...
when no one else was there.
He's my Big Bear.

and I love him.... SO?!