Intuition

Never have you lead me astray before,
And never will I ignore you again.
You tried to cease the cycle
Of pain before it even began.
You let me know that hints of betrayal layed on the road ahead.
But I chose to ignore your warning
And follow my heart instead.

What use is following my heart,
when it only leads me toward destruction.
It halts not for humiliation,
and it uses absolutely no dicretion.
It has had me drowning in disbelief,
and that is one of the worst ways to go.
In comparison to what it has put me through,
dying via drowning and suffocation seems almost humane, though.

So now,
I guess you can say that I'm back to the basics.
because I refuse to continue to take this
beating in my head and chest.
Nope,
I can no longer fake it...
Like a woman trying to please her man,
because she loves him
so she remains unsatisfied and doesn't say shit.
I have no room in my life for fraudulence.
My heart will solely be used for it's circulatory purpose.