The Way You Make Me Feel

Talking to different people...
We're moving along....
But it don't feel right...
B/c I'd rather be with you...
At the end of the night.

It may not be kosher,
And I don't expect it to be reciprocated...
But I just can't deal
With this being the way I feel.

Jealous and possessive,
Of what is no longer mine...
Trying to get my shit together,
And it has gotten better with time...
But its still hard to deal...
With this being the way I feel...

I wish it weren't real...
And I could end these statements
With a "j/k"
But I'm not....
Just kidding...
The feelings I thought were gone,
Have still not been ridden.
So its hard to deal...
With the way u make me feel...

Its not even a good feeling,
But full of insecurities,
Unworthiness,
Being used,
Abused,
Mislead,
And disrespected.
But, at least I was happy...
Smh.
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