What's Going On?

These days it seems as if the moral coding of society has completely lost all relevance. People today have really lost their minds. It is sad that when I hear about a teacher and student relationship... I am no longer surprised or astounded. Shockingly enough, I am rather apathetic about it now because it happens way too often. For example, I read an article about 4 teachers at a high school being accused of relations with 17 year olds and 2 of these teachers had relations with the same 17 year old girl. What is really going on?

This topic kinda hit home for me, too. Band has been a part of my life for a very long time now, and is pretty much like my 2nd family. I learned a lot of life lessons while I was in band, and I learned how NOT to act from individuals in the band and their whore-like-tendencies. The band director, Ty, was really like a father figure... always in everyone's business trying to make sure everyone was doing the right things. Happily married, or so I thought, with a band baby... It seemed as if everything was running rather smoothly for years. So when I find out that he allegedly cheated on my "band mom" with a staff member and possibly two students, who are like his daughters... It makes me question what the fuck is really going on. If this is true, which it may or may not be... it makes me question everything I thought I knew about morality, my "2nd family" and the last 6 or so years of my life.

Honestly, the news of this adultery has broken down the foundation of the band and is causing a lot of confusion and chaos. Allegedly, Ty has been run out of the state to work in the south with another band, and leave everything he worked so hard for many years to build behind him along with the family that for now, lacks a father. I really hope, that if all these allegations are true, that the sex was AMAZING and worth losing everything and having to start from scratch.

Now the new kids coming to the program have no future...

I wonder if they were being thought of when all this "incest" was occuring in the fuckin' "family"... eh... and now I'm over it...

-Lai' D