Tired...

These times come around way too often, and it is not because I am a female. I get aggravated because for years I've kept my emotions locked up inside, and its driving me out of my effing mind. Nothing in my life is where I want it to be, and nothing is going as planned. I'm single because I'm extra picky... I'm jobless because I'm going back to school in a couple of weeks so NO ONE wants to hire me. My funds are running dry and my patience is nonexistent. I'm tired of people telling me how to live my life. I'm tired of people coming at me wrong. I'm tired of the liars trying to manipulate their way into my life. I'm tired of sex in the media. I'm tired of everyone being gay. I'm tired of these weird ass dreams about gay people, rat chicken drumsticks, rice that looks like mashed potatoes and people trying to shoot at me. I'm tired of explaining myself. I'm tired of everyone being obsessed with celebrity lives. I'm tired of Chris Brown trying to be like MJ... You're better than him stop trying to downgrade yourself. I'm tired of wondering if Beyonce will be able to come up with another "Experience"... I'm tired of waiting for Lauryn Hill to come back and restore order in Hip Hop. I'm tired of Soulja Boy's contentless songs. I'm tired of people shitting on Cory Gunz. I'm tired of Atlanta. I'm tired of being put on hold by the financial aid office at Del State. I'm tired of waiting for my refund check, and I'm tired of waiting to see if this loan for the fall is going to be approved.

::sigh::

I'm tired of Grown ass 40 year old men trying to talk to me. I'm tired of people. I'm tired of it all.