I still get nervous

When I kissed your lips last night...
They were softer than they've ever been.
Sweeter than I remembered...
And as addictive as a line of coke.

Not like that first kiss.

Gosh I was so nervous.

Sweaty palms...
Over thinking...
I missed my moment...
Damn I've been waiting for this...
Don't let her just go...
But now it'll be awkward...
Nothing like you planned...
No finesse.. no caress...
But she's leaving...
Fuck it.... do something!
Come back!!!
Oh gosh...she's really coming back....
Now what?!
Kiss her!!!!!!!!

No.
Nothing like that.
But,
I was still nervous...
I've kissed you a million times after that...
Yet the last time...
last night...
I was still nervous.