Lettuce Ketchup

It has been almost a YEAR since the last time I posted anything on here. I realize that this is kind of a DEAD site. Facebook, Twitter, and Tumblr have pretty much taken over my "Internet Life". But, I LOVE writing and I started this blog so although I haven't written in a while... I will not stop posting here. Anyway, It is now March 2012 and a lot of things have happened over the last year. I have a new boyfriend.... His name is Sir Alphie... we're working on our 6th month together and although there have been MANY ups and downs... I wouldn't really change a thing... well maybe one or two things, but for the most part... I can say that I'm learning a lot about myself and how to treat others in this relationship. He's a really good guy, and his intentions are good although sometimes he can come off as a real mean a-hole. Enough of the relationship talk, though. What else has happened since May.... I lost a very good friend of mine... not because they died... but because I suppose our friendship did. I guess that "Some people are only here for a reason or a season" or however that saying goes is very true. I have a new job... working on a NEWER one now, too. I'm going to start learning how to make beats... it's more difficult than I had previously thought it would be... but, I'm going to stick with it. ummm.... I've been studying pharmacology so that I can become a certified pharmacist technician just for a bit more income until I can really go back to school and get my degrees, but procrastination has been a real problem for me in this regard. Also, for the past couple of days I have been thinking heavily about giving this modeling thing another WHOLE HEARTED shot. Not half-assed this time around. What ellllllsssssseeeee? I need to take more pictures -_-. I've had the same picture on facebook and twitter for like 8 years. I think that concludes this post... Hopefully more poetry will be coming soon... I've been looking for some inspiration but it's hiding from me.