In the midst of a tantrum...

In the midst of a tantrum...
I wondered why I even try.
In the midst of a tantrum...
I wonder why I even keep you around.
In the midst of a tantrum...
I thought I hated you...
In the midst of a tantrum...
I didn't even know who you were.
In the midst of a tantrum...
You brought me to tears...
Because in the midst of that tantrum...
I realized why I try...
I realized why I keep you around...
I realized that I could never hate you...
I realized that I know exactly who you are
and why you do the things you do...
And I realized that I had brought MYSELF to tears...

I love you more than I'm willing to admit.
But in that same breath...
I can't stand the way things are.
I feel sorry for myself...
Cause I don't know how to let go...
Worse than that is...
I don't even think I want to.

What a foolish girl she is...
to think that she could fix him up...
because she just ended up fuckin' herself over...
got caught up in love all by herself...
and then she ended up alone anyway.
She never let anyone in before because she knew this was a possibility.

In the midst of a tantrum...
I realize that THAT foolish girl is dumb as hell...
she knows the right things to do...
but she listens to her dumbass heart instead...
After that tantrum...
The storm cleared and she realized how TRULY foolish she had been.


and she lived happily ever after???