Recently, I find myself lost for words when I think about the friendships I have made, and the people I deal with on a day-to-day basis. I realize that every person is different, and every person has their own ways of dealing with people and situations. Just like I know that different people require different approaches. However, there are people in my life that completely elude me. With them, I don't know what to think or how to react because I just don't understand them. These people are like aliens or something because everyday it is something new. The bonds I've formed with these people are crazy because when it is up.. it is really up and when we're down its to the depths of the earth. I'm tired of rollercoaster friendships. I need some stability in my life.
I thought that I had the "temporary friends" and the "life-long 'aunts and uncles of my kids' friends" sorted out. However, I was bamboozled. A while ago, I had a conversation with my friend, and we both agreed that it would behoove me to cut off loose ties instead of waiting for them to fall off by themselves. However, I tried to believe in friendship, and loyalty. I don't even know why I constantly try to think that there is good in everyone because some people are just shady ass individuals that don't deserve the type of friendship AND loyalty that I provide. So, it is no longer a feature that I am equipped with.
Shade(Friendship+loyalty+trust)= Not a Damn Thing
It has been real...
-Nigia The Great-
